You keep me thinking.

★★★★★★
People change.
Accept it.

★★★★★★
Went studying with vivian today.
Never meet up for quite a long time. :D
Tmr with bestie, and wed's with vivian again :D
HAPPY MUGGING!

You know it's a funny thing how you expect people to compromise when you are not doing it in the first place.
I convinced myself that I had enough of it in the past,
and tried to shift the blame to others.

I find myself so repulsive now.

Let go.

★★★★★★
It's sad that people you know become people you knew.

Last camp in SA

★★★★★★
I've just returned from camp.
Energy-draining and can only catch 2 hrs of slp (5am to 7am)
Which also means that i spent my 5/6/09 fully awake.
I'm deadbeat now, still, I decided to blog. :D
Interact camp was really fun with the interact peeps.
Jokes and craps and cards were fun :D
Spent the whole night/morning scaring the hell out of the J1s
HaHa
Call me sadistic, but those shocked expressions were classic!
:D:D
And the movie, SHUTTER, wasn't that scary after all.
Managed to stay till the very end of my camp, and I'm proud of myself.
At least I didn't let my swollen, disgusting eyes get in the way.

Yujie and I lay on the grass and did some star-gazing. :D:D
It was damn nice, and I love the grass on the hockey field :)
Both of us were trying to differentiate stars from satellites
Haha, all thks to the BOF Goo jun-pyo.
Night in school can be very relaxing as well. :)

It's kinda sad that this camp's really gonna be the last second time we can come together as a CCA.
I'll definitely miss them alot.
They brought so many laughters to my life,
and of course, gossips as well HAHA
They are the best bunch of people in the CCA,
and I'm so glad I can be one of them :D

Going to try to do something the workshop taught me.
If you copy the words and enlarge them, this shows that you're my true friend LOL

Can you even look me in the eye?

★★★★★★

Frigging tired.
The workshop is -.-
There's still camp tml.
I'm really deadbeat.
Save me.
And my eyes are getting worse.


★★★★★★
Well, I couldn't tell you why she felt that way?
She felt it everyday and I couldn't help her
I just watched her make the same mistakes again

What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs?

She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside with no place to go
No place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes and look outside find the reasons why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find what you've left behind
Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs?

She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside with no place to go
No place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Her feelings she hides, her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind, she's fallen behind
And she can't find her place, she's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace, she's all over the place

She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside with no place to go
No place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

She's lost inside, lost inside
She's lost inside, lost inside
★★★★★★

It's a true reflection of my present life.