THE DARK KNIGHT
mega blockbuster which is worth watching
a hero which the people needs
stick to your principles,
else madness will overcome you

i found e answer to mi qn :D

不知道会不会有那么一天，
我从后面环抱着你的腰，
我的左脸紧紧地粘着你的右脸，
望着我们合拍的照片，
轻问你：“我们下辈子，再抱腰，再粘脸，再下辈子，好不好？”
thks for the msg ...

YTD
was mi b'day
it was boring
i had lessons till 7 :(
thks to vivian!
SHE BRIGHTENED UP MY DAY!
see, i reached home at 8..
bathed and went to do mi GSC essay
den when i was fretting over e damn essay,
VIVIAN TAN suddenly popped up in mi bedroom!
i was shocked lah
she brought a cake and a card along with her
she wanteed to celeb birthdae with me
i was realli surprised!
and she decorated e cake :D
though e STITCH doesnt really look like STITCH
muahaha
but im really touched :)
thks girl..
just when i thought mi b'dae tis year is a disaster,
u came along :)
GRACETEO: hahas i wan2 meet u too!! :)
CES: hahas, thks girl! i'll try not to pon animore

TODAY
nv go schl cos i spent e whole night awake doing GSC
i started at around 9 last night
and i finished it around 9am today
ok
i admit i slept for 3hrs in between
i think mi chinese standard realli deteriorated
:(
okokokokokokok

我是一条没有人养的鱼 背着自由面无表情
彩色眼睛受伤的心 只有看到黑白的你
我像一条没有人养的鱼 我的悲伤你不在意
说过的话飘过脸颊 我无法挥去一切 从新再来
舍不得 我为什么说再见
能不能收回我说的每一句话
舍不得 我为什么不忘记
做一条快乐美人鱼
你的温柔总是来了又去 我的孤单(不稀罕同情)
你的电话忍住不打 我不想变成习惯等你回来

happy birthday to me

EVON IS HAPPIE TODAE! :D
a big thks to JJ peeps for all you've done!
the pizza hut surprise and cards...
thks so much!
after reading all your cards, i suddenly miss PAE 08S29 very much
those fun days when we just keep laughing at every little things
jingwen, xinyi, joanne, shihui, shuran and dejun,
REALLY THKS FOR TODAY
and it touches me tat though tml is your maths lecture test,
u guys still wan2 celebrate mi b'dae with me
(though we didnt manage to watch e movie, hahas)
(though todae's not really mi b'dae, hahas)
though we onli knew each other for 6 months,
it seems like we'd known each other for ages!
thks for brightening up my day :)
i really treasure this friendship...
hope u guys stay happie and jovial~!

P.S. saw wenshi AGAIN at LJS at JP!
FATE FATE FATE!
wahahaaaaaaa

请不要分了以後　 还记得亲吻过的承诺
你的永久　已不属於我
默默低头　那时我很多　 话哽在喉咙
你的笑你的快乐　 或许我爱太多想太多
我能感受　他比我适合
爱放了手　我伪装冷漠　 比你先说分手
请原谅我　原谅我不成熟
不爱你是借口　好让你离开我
请原谅我　好想自私将你占有
你的寂寞就给我承受 换你过更好的生活
爱过恨过哭过也笑过 亲吻过你的脆弱
其实我比谁都要懦弱
原谅我　必须假装爱错
别让时间逗留　我怕说不出口
原谅我　没有解释太多　
心痛 别无所求　彻底忘了我
爱原来有舍得 我難過　我才懂

goodbye

todae went for the commendation day of student council at St Andrew Cathedral
hmm
it's VERY GRAND and IMPORTANT
hahas
but i still fell asleep while e pastor was talking ;p
after tat went to marina with cords, maple n liting
wanted to watch "Penelope"
but e movie's not broadcasting anymore
-.-
hais so we went to yuki yaki :)
nvm im going to watch " The Dark Knight" with JJ peeps
if plans do not change
hahas


im trying to use homework to numb myself

goodbye

AHHHHH
my results just suck :(
i hope my aunt gets well soon
i feel kinda sad when i saw her lying on the bed
i hope god will help her
pls, she's such a nice person


i've been asking myself if i've really made a mistake
i never know tat it can hurt so much
thanks for your understanding
i really mean it

damn the memories!

教室里那台风琴 叮咚叮咚叮咛
像你告白的声音 动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信 转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心
那温热的牛奶瓶 在我手中握紧
有你在的地方 我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马 在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定 但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星 再怎黱美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因为太年轻 但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林 那爱情错的很透明

goodbye

ONG YUJIE and i had e same cca!
hahas
talked to her for 1.5 hrs after schl ytd
and we talked bout nanhua
yea
both of us re nt adapting well
we were sitting at e car porch
den tis guy walked past us and looked at us as if we re weird or something
hahas
den yujie said tat no one in SA sits on e car porch
unlike nanhua
where people sit EVERYWHERE
toilet, near e watercooler, stairs..
u name it, u got it
yea it jus reminds me of e days when 403 sit near e watercooler and eat together
when jing n i sat on e floor of the toilet when we were skipping lessons
those wonderful moments ;)
i'll rmb my sec schl days forever..

--i'm coping with my loss now--

你眼睛会笑弯成一条桥
终点却是我永远到不了
感觉你来到是风的呼啸
思念像苦药
竟如此难熬
每分每秒
我找不到 我到不了
你所谓的将来的美好
我什么都不要 你知不知道
若你懂我这一秒
我想看到 我在寻找
那所谓的爱情的美好
我紧紧的依靠
紧紧守牢
不敢漏掉
一丝一毫
愿你看到

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
im feeling very terrible!!!
i hate these months in SA!!!
ok, let's see what had happened within these months
i learnt how to deal with the emptiness around me
i learnt how to blank my mind anytime i wanted
i learnt how to forget those lousy grades i got (not tat i've even cared before)
i tasted the loneliness as i walked down the corridors
i tasted failure that i've never tasted so strongly before
GOSHHHH
i could only see how much i am a failure now!
yes, failing in tests, friendships etc
i met new people with new characters
and i need to do what i hated most : adapt
AHHHHHH
i just wanted to be ME: uncouth, straightforward...
is that difficult??
vivian is damn right about some things
so are we going to become loners while we stayed true to ourselves?
or are we going to give in and be another person?
i hope there was no changes at all
i could have my frens, my grades, my tchers
guess wat i need most when i scored badly?
my fren's encouragement and constant nagging,
my tcher's harsh lecturing but at e same time, constant help
i miss everything in nanhua
when everything was simple and straightforward
i hate being a failure
but i am a failure
i guess this hurts the most
" Nothing is constant in the world, except change"
and i think i'm changing...
for the worse
the past is nothing but a bubble
which bursts just with one touch
the memories are nothing but pieces of glass
which cut your fingers just with one touch
just with one touch...
cos when i look back now,
it hurts
as i know i'm not ME anymore

--thk god, i still know u---