Monday, June 21, 2010

You could be happy

This blog's quite dead.
I won't remember about it if not for kekenut-sshi. Haha
Quitted my job so I'm pretty free nowadays.
Uni's starting in a bit more than 1 month,
and I confess that I'm actually scared of uni life.
Everything seems so... scary.
Furthermore, Mr Brain had rejected my phone calls thousands times
after the break from A Levels.
"HELLOOOO! You THERE??!!"

Got into NUS FASS by a stroke of luck.
I don't know if it's a blessing in disguise or actually a part of my path to hell.
But heck care.
I'll just take each step at a time.

Talked to kekenut-sshi over msn.
H2H talk, haha.
Makes me think about what happened these years.
Pro and con about JC: I got some friends, and lost some on the way.
Just life, isn't it?
You take some, and lose some.
That's how the world works.
It's just a pretty hard blow
when you realise that you aren't as worldly-wise as you think you are.

That night, I remembered alot of people.
Those who are destined to be passers-by of my life,
despite my hardest efforts to defy.
Those who wanted to stay in my life,
but I chased them away.
Regrets are still there but nothing can be undone, right?

You could be happy, and I won't know.
But you weren't happy, the day I watched you go.