emotional rollercoaster for both days...
but zn's msg and cords' confession that she misses me cheer me up :)

seriously what the hell am i becoming??!!
i cant seem to keep my emotions in check!!
screw the process of growing up
screw my emotions
screw the whole damn hard relationship with people
screw me

i'm damn apologetic for screamin at willie e other day
i didnt know wat happened to me...
how can i be so rude to him?!
shit me
lucky cords pointed out to me in time
thks :):)

AND i seriously think,
everyone should do some self-reflections when anything happens
it could be tat someone's fault,
STILL it could be your fault too
normally, it's both parties' faults...
i'm silly and childish enough to let it get to me
now, im too weak to tolerate any more nonsense
both physically and mentally
wat kinda trouble have i gotten into?!

just found out that my tears are damn invaluable
hurt and stressed,
tat's what i am now

this is a post to let off those negative emotions inside me
they are suffocating me..
either they are accumulating at a very fast pace
or my heart's too small for them to stay
anw, i secretly wish no one will be free to read this post

perhaps i wont press that "publish post" button?

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nah i think i'll still post it
but no one's to take anything personally k?
cause those possible characters wont read this blog hahas