HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DAPHNE TAN :):)

ytd went out with nh peeps to celeb daph's b'dae
daph and jing were so CRAZY over their "bfs" in Indonesia
hahas
ate carl's junior, walked arnd ps and headed to nhsb concert

it's something i would not like to admit,
but the concert stirred something in my heart...
i was once a part of that band, until my determination ran out
and i gave up cause i cant bear with my lousy skills
i convinced myself that i wont get any better,
and used this as an excuse to escape frm the reality
in short words, I GAVE UP.
i concentrated on the juniors playing clarinet at first,
and was amazed at the speed their fingers moved
that was the prob which i couldnt overcome at first: the speed
but anw, i feel proud of the band :):)

the concert brought me memories of my pri schl band too
i was a trumpeter then :)
even though there are silly dance movements everytime we perform,
i feel so accomplished everytime we finished our performance.
yea, 3 years in that band were so fruitful
i can even recall how the band room looks like!!

coming back to the present, i dunno wat kinda life i'm living now.
screw my life.
screw me.

" Yet we're never left alone, with a heavy cross to bear"
i hope these words are true, and He'll always be there