i feel lost...
it's like i'm nowhere...
i envy e friendships shared by e others
like daph n liyan, weiling n liying, n among e zilianers
i noe im part of zilianers ..
but i dun share e strong bond...
probably cos we were separated for 2 yrs..
it was mi choice to select a diff combi...
hence being in diff classes..
i realli miss sec 1 & 2 days...
when i still have one fren i can call "best fren"
when i still have one united clique i can call "zilianers"
when i can still confide in u guys bout anithing...
when i can still crap with u guys for hrs...
when i can still play ji gou ba crazily in e library...
i realli <3 u guys!!
but we cant go back, can we?
during sec 3, i gt jiat ying n jinghui
tat was e craziest days i ever had..
ponning classes, gettin in trouble with tchers and mi grades...
hahas
but sum tchers are realli CRAP
n both of them re really CHILDISH!!
but i've gt fun with em =D
during sec 4, i've gt daph, liyan, liying, weiling n jing
those days were still... CRAPPIE
hahas
all of em re CRAPPERS..
rmb e days we'll look at e field n imagine there are cows...
rmb e days we'll try to put a drink in e lift n press e 5th floor button..
rmb e days we'll sit on e floor near e water cooler to eat...
rmb e days we'll go to je lib n mug...
rmb e days liyan was so hooked to LJS fries...

can i go back to those days?
i can feel e distance among us already...
regardless among e zilianers or jing etc
everione's busy with their own things...
it's hard to imagine once we were so close,
den today... it has become liddat..
im afraid to noe tat im e only one clinging on...
" Just get on with life"
jasmine said tat to me...
but i couldn't...
i'm a coward...
i just wan2 live in my comfort zone...
to me, memories aren't worth reliving...
cos they only hurt